This is going to take you a minute to figure out. You will have to go treatment more than once. You are going to have to dive deep down inside of yourself. You are going to travel through an immense amount of physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual suffering. You will feel like the world is coming to an end. You are going to be incapable of sleeping by yourself. You are going to curl up in a little ball of bone and skin, underweight, and shake. You are going to puke, you are going to cry, you are going to wish you could just end your own life. I really wish I didn’t have to say this to you but it is the God’s honest truth. It is Going to Get Worse Before it Gets Better Don’t let anyone tell you are not worth this because you are. They will wonder how you got out while they are still stuck. Believe it or not, everything they are saying about you right now, you will become the exact opposite. They are going to be doing the same thing, in the same place while you are living your life becoming well. Like you are the worst thing that has happened to them and their friends. Your drug addicted self knows that there are people who are going to make you feel like you aren’t worth anything. And you will never again wish for anything different. And eventually you will be able to see that it was meant to end. And you don’t want it to and it will feel like someone smashed your heart into a million pieces but you will make it through. You kind of know that already though don’t you? You do. It is going to take an immense amount of courage and you will go through unbelievable pain but I can promise you it will all be worth it. You are young and you have your entire life ahead of you and eventually you will do the right thing. I am here to tell you not to beat yourself up. I know how much this hurts right now and I know how much you think about where everything went off the rails. This is a part of your journey of breaking free from me, your drug addicted self. All of those dreams and ideas and awesome parts of yourself will become reality for you it might be a little different than what you are expecting but I promise you will love it just the same.Īnyways, let me start off first by saying. I know the pain and I am here to tell you that it ends. Because as your future non drug addicted self I know the pain you are going through. You wont believe me but you will hope it is true. Will Insurance Cover Behavioral Treatment?Ĭhances are you are reading this letter and when I tell you where you are in life, what your thoughts are, and what kind of person you have become, you will do two totally opposite things.Beacon Health / Value Options Insurance.Rehab Success Rate – Does It Really Work?.Shatterproof FHE Health (First Responders).The first female Director to win an Oscar and what an awesome moment. Kathryn Bigelow Wins Best Director for The Hurt Locker. She is definitely an influence for me personally.ġ. This was the first screenplay I read all the way through and Sofia Coppola deserved the Oscar. Her father gave us the The Godfather and she gave us Lost In Translation. Sofia Coppola Wins Best Screenplay for Lost In Translation. After 6 nominations, DiCaprio finally got his well deserved Oscar.Ģ. I think it's safe to say that we all thought the same thing: "It's about time!". Leonardo DiCaprio FINALLY Receives an Oscar! He received the longest standing ovation in oscar history.ģ. In 1971 at the Oscars, the legend himself, Charlie Chaplin, received an honorary award for his legacy in film. Charlie Chaplin Receives Honorary Oscar for his Legacy in Film. I loved Room personally and Larson's performance was speechless (that's a good thing). Brie Larson Wins Best Actress for "Room". If you haven't seen it yet, I believe it's still on Netflix.ĥ. One of my favorite movies of 2015 and it was well deserved. But then why? Why is there so much money in their place of worship with none of this fortune given to the world that lays outside of these stained glass windows and stained wood doors? I admire that they are able to live this life of simplicity, a life where they are probably more grateful for the cracked roof they have over their heads that keeps them dry most nights than I am for the expensive computer my fingers lay on. They have made a home of so little, and I admire that. They made a home of these shattered pieces. But I remember the drive here, the half shattered house with lights telling of the family that lived beyond the broken down windows. I understand the fact that money had been donated here, and that many believe this money is rightfully donated. The sculptures, the windows and the beautifully placed flowers alongside the lit candles. There is power here, power that seems corrupt to me, and I fear it. I sat in church for the first time in many years, and it began to frighten me.
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